Yup, you read right, couldn't have been any worse if I tried I don't think.
I can't even begin to tell you why.
SOOOO much went wrong & no matter how hard or great an effort I made, it was never good enough.
I tried to please people, keep the peace, bite my tongue, defend my kids etc but it was of no use.
I can only do so much & now I'm tired.
Tired of trying, of crying & wanting things to go right.
I give up.